 Simple introduction here; Atiey Hairi | 19 | KL | Student This is the place where i am spilling out all my thoughts and feelings. Where the expression are shown using the alphabets Oh yeah by the way, your stories also might be here as well. Do not wonder why then *wink* ;) |
Life's target
Saturday, November 7, 2015 | 2:16 AM | 0Comment 
Despite all the bitter and bad moments that i've been through, i am still thankful and always will be in the future with everything that God gives me because I know He knows best and no matter what happen, either if it is good or bad, it will still be for my own good. The harder life is, the stronger I will be and when the stronger I am, the more courage I will have to face the world. I'm only 19 years young (hehe) and I know I have still a long way to go, a very long way to go.
Sometimes I remind my friends that no time is too early to plan something like your future, such like; your ambition, what do you want to be, with who do you wish you want to marry, how many childs do you want to have, what car you want to buy, what kind of house you would love to stay and things. For my own good and for the sake of my own life, I have to start planning. A target for living a life. A must and not-so-must thing that I had to achieve. Either I want to become a stewardess (even I know the dream will never comes true because airlines nowadays do not hire a tudung wearers for their FAs) or a programmer (I probably must think for this twice or maybe triple times because, I won't let my future husband from waking up with an empty space besides him haha) or anything. I need to work hard for it to achieve my dreams because miracles don't always happen and we can't just depend on luck. Like I said before, the future is unexpected and you will never know what might happen in the next couple of years. Trust me. I still remember the days when blackberry and apple were just fruits. Well now, you know, a very famous technologies. Just anger, & dissapointment
| 1:28 AM | 0Comment When it's just too much to handle, you just feel like letting it all out but you know people wouldn't care, even if they did, what could they possibly do to change things. That's when you turn to the only thing there is, writing. You write, you let it out, even if it's not everything, not all the details, its enough, knowing you're the only one who knows whats up, whats the feeling. At one point, you're just so tired of trying. Trying to be good. The only one around who actually is trying. Having the good intention of being good, when they always end up not appreciating what you do, assuming shits about you, every single time. Why? Why have all that negative thoughts plant in the head, assuming stuff, thinking they know everything when they don't, thinking you're lying when you're not, where is all of this coming from, where did all the trust go? Might as well I just stop whatever I'm doing, since it feels pretty much pointless now. Whatever. Its just stupid. Disappointing. Not sure how long I can keep up with this. No heart feeling tonight. Not this time. Wonder
Wednesday, October 7, 2015 | 11:32 PM | 0Comment I wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted. One day they’re sweet, the next day, they’re not. One day they’re here, the next day they’re not. One day you’re important to them, the next day you’re worthless. One day they love you, the next day they don’t care about you. That’s how ironic people and things can be. Pretty shits, pretty lies, pretty fucked up. But it’s still your choice. Because you choose to get hurt when you choose to be in love. |